Pickin For The Lord

I'm A Father of 2 Beautiful Children. My 1st Born Nathaniel Alexander: 2 yrs Old :: And My 2nd Born Kristen Verity-Rose. I Am Married To My Beautiful Wife Danielle Rose. I Work in An Office. My Family and I Are in Church. My Wife and I Have Been Married For 3 Years. She is a (CNA) And Currently Going To School To Become A (RN). I Work At Homosassa Riverside Resort, In The Office. I Do Paper Work, Night Audit, And More. I Play The Guitar, And Yes I Play Strictly Gospel. I Backslide About 7 Years Ago And Just Got Back In Church About 3-4 Months Ago. The Lord Healed Me Of My Sickness, and Of Much More. If You Would Like To Know The Story, Read Below.

The Lord And Me: My story

When I Was Nineteen Years Old, I Got Married to My Wife. We Had Our First Son Who is Now 2 Years Old. My Wife And I Was At Each Others Throat Everyday. We Hated Each Other. Then Money Got Tight, And I Got Stressed. To Top It Off I Found Out I Was Gonna Have another Child... A Beautiful Little Girl. As if I Didnt Have Enough Stress on Me Already. So The Stress Got Worse, And So Did The Money Trouble. So I Started Getting Real Rude and Nasty To My Wife. I Didn't Care if We Broke Up And Got a Divorce. At That Time I Was in Denial. I Didn't Believe in The Lord, Cause in The Back of My Head I Would Say If There Was a God Then, Why Would He Let this Happen To Us. So I Was Mad At The Whole World. I Started Pushing Everything and Everybody Away. I Hated Them and The Lord. Then I Was Diagnosed With Hypertension Stage 3. My Blood Pressure Would Get So High, That I Would Get Super Dizzy And Have To Lay Down. They Put Me on Metoporol 25mg. This Made Me Very Angry And Miserable. I Got Very Agressive Towards My Wife, When We Would Argue. Keep In Mind That I Never Hit Her, But I Did Push Her on The Bed. I Beat My Self Up Every Day, Because of This.

So One Day My Wife Talked Me into Going To Church. So I Got There And I Asked The Pastor To Pray For Me. I Was Scared That I Was Going To Die, And Leave My Kids On this Earth Without a Father. Same With My Wife, Even Though We Faught all the Time, she Didnt Deserve To Be Left Here on This Earth, With the Burden Of Taking Care Of Two Children, By Herself. No One Deserves That. So They Prayed Over Me. We Went On Through The Service, We Had A Blast. I Was Feeling Great. I Got Home Took My Medicine Witch Really Brought it Down a Little To Keep Me From Having a Heart Attack or a Stroke. It Never Brought it Down To Where it Was Supposed to Be.

The Next Day The Pastor Called Me. He Asked " So Cody, Hows Your Blood Preasure." I Said, " I Don,t Know, I Havent Checked it." So He Told Me To Go Check It. I Sat At the Table, And Got Out Machine. I put It On My Arm. He Said "Now Before You Take It, Say Thank You Lord." So I Did. I Took My Blood Preasure... I Couldnt Believe My Eyes. 122/83 I Remember it Like it Was 5 Minutes Ago. I Was So Happy. I Was Healed, And Everything Started Getting Better.

I am Still On The Meds, But They are Doing What They Are Supposed To. I am Healed of The Blood Preasure Problems. And I Will Soon Start Slowly Coming Off Them If It Stays Down Like It Has Been. Also All My Anger Issues Are Gone. Me And My Wife are Happy and Have Learned To Talk instead of Fight. We Both Have Jobs and Are in A New House.

I Owe The Lord, My Dedication, Devotion, And Love He Deserves. He Healed Me And My Family.

I Wrote This To Tell Everyone My Story. I Need The Lord, to Forgive Me, And Know That I Have Told Everyone About My Sins of Agression, and Abuse. I Can Proudly Say That That Evil Spirit is Gone, Because of the Lord. Even Though I Couldn't Control It Because of The Meds. The Lord Turned That Part Of My Life Around and Gave Me The Power To Control How I Act On The Meds. Now I Know The Lord Has Forgiven Me. Hopefully My Wife Can To. I Have Never Been That Way. Even Though I Didn't Hit Her, I Did Push Her and In My Eyes That is Bad Enough. I Still Hurts Me Every Day. I Hope Nobody Here Thinks Im A Bad Person, Because I Would Have Never Done That Off The Meds. I Never Did Until The Meds. Lord Please Forgive Me For My Sins.

For Anyone Who Reads This: Please Post Your Stary if you Have One. Everyone Needs A Cofidence Boost. They Need To Know The Lord Is There. ALWAYS

My Modo is: When In Dought, JUST PRAY. The Lord Will Lift You By the Hands.