Just a slightly jaded version of my younger self! I'm 38, have 3 sons that are 19, 17, &14. Life has been difficult at time to say the least, but I didn't have God in my life for many years and I'm sure that made things much more difficult. I have an honest yearning for a strong relationshiop with Christ, I have recently began moving in that direction. I pray for everyone I know and keep hope that things will always work out for the best.